One thing I'm scared of most is growing up. So if I could live forever, or at least slow down life, I would definitely take advantage of that. As long as everyone I know and love was there to have the experience with me.

School started a couple of weeks ago and this semester is going to be so much harder than the last. I'm not sure if I'm ready for it, but at the same time its exactly what I was expecting from my college experience. I went snowboarding a couple of weekends and it's definitely my new favorite thrill. I fell so many times and my knees were different colors for the next few days but I still had such an amazing time. We're going again and its a new goal of mine to get really good at this new sport (:

Yesterday was one of the worst days I've had in a really long time. I'm not sure what was wrong but I just wasn't my normal, bubbly self and everyone noticed. I was short with people, I started crying in my psychology class and I just wanted to be alone. I hate being alone so that was very unusual. I think the stress just finally caught up to me and I needed to slow down. I did, and I'm much better today.

Myself

The first moment I read this question, nothing popped into my head like it normally should have. I actually had to think about it. It made me realize that I haven't been truly happy in such a long a time. I was so close recently but it got pulled out from under me and knocked me back to the ground.

But after much needed thought and consideration on this subject I know exactly what lifts my spirits as long as I want them lifted, which from now on, will be all the time (:

Smiling, my youth group, hugging, my best friends, my new zebra blanket (:, working out, dancing, music, driving fast, holding hands, kisses on the forehead, just holding my bible, and even more reading a book in it I've never heard of.

Pink, orange, green, pictures, sand, water, rain, dogs, playing field hockey, bonfires, camping, mountains, babies, polka dots, stripes, texting (:, getting dressed up, school, peace signs, the moon & stars, guitar, viola, cello, sweet tea!

I have so much that makes me happy. I'm gonna start taking advantage of those things (:

Wrapped in Your Arms by Firflight.
I encourage you to listen to it.

Fireflight is a Christian band I found recently and haven't listened to any other CD since I got this one a few days ago. There songs describe so much that I can relate to and its nice to sing along with songs like that. As a dancer, I love the music. It's so easy to move to and that makes me appreciate it even more.






"God, I want to dream again. Take me where I've never been."